Wednesday, August 22, 2007
OK, A long time has gone by. Don't know what to say. Had my first counseling session tonight. Odd. Doing everything I'm supposed to be doing except for spontaneously crying with all of you. Just feel like I need to be stronger than you when you come to see me. That to will change in the coming months. Set up a group session for just us, so whoever wants to come, they are welcome. It is next Wed. at 6:00 pm. in Sun City. Call me & let me know if you want to come. Should be good for all of us. (Corey's coming) Can't give enough thanks to Rhonda & Dana for being so close to me right now. Sanity has a real thin line. Depression has a big fat line though. Sucks. Can't say FUCK MAN loud enough. Suppose you all knowby now Tracy didn''t die. She was killed. That damn thing took my wife.
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Again...glad to see your blog.
That's a good thing you had a session last night.
Do you like the counselor.
Hope so......You will get stronger.
It might take a while...but eventually you'll get there Ronnie..And that's ok!!!
Glad Corey's going to go too.
Thinking of you guys often and wishing you the best.
See you soon.
Sending you some POWER!!!!
:):):):):):):):)
Love to you all,
Lisa
Oh Goodness Tracy...I miss you like crazy!! I ain't right, I keep saying to myself. "God broke our hearts to PROVE he only takes the best" Yes broken heart is right! I get to go see your man tonight....Yipee! It is nice to have something to look forward to. I think it has been 2 weeks since i have seen Ronnie and all so i am so ready to be around your family:) I went to Therapy myself and it did me some good...some! I am not going in expecting any answers cause there isn't any!! Grieving is grieving no matter how you do it. I am so PROUD of Ronnie for taking steps to get himself better...and the boys. I will hook up with them for the group thing and be there for your family. THAT is what will help me! I miss you Tra with all that i am!!
LOve Dana
P.S. Hi boyfriend 143!
Good morning......good Tuesday to you.
How we doin today??
We are ok over here.
Trying to get my house ready for the party.I asked Corey if you guys have a long table I can borrow..... he said yes.If so I'll get it towards the end of the week or on Sat. Thanks.
Can't believe the band is going to be here....I'm getting a lil excited!!!:):):):):)
Hoping you will all make it over on Sat. Starts about 7pm.
I hope you guys have a productive session tomorrow.
Peace and love be with you!!!!!!!!!!!
Sending you power!!!!!
Lisa
:):):)
Is Dana coming to the party??Marianne????
Wish i was there!
Hey, brother. I think I finally got it. Deetedee. I love you guys so much and Im still here. looking forward to our weekend with Dana. I'm glad we found our happy place. we just don't get enough time there. Also looking forward to Lisa's party.I know Lisa, it will rock, Love you girl. love you Dana And I love you trac. I miss you so big.Hey KK LOVE YOU TOO. RHONDA
:):):)
Lisa
Love you to girl!!
Have a great day everybody!!
Stay cool.
Hello Tracy, Oh my honey i wish you were here so i could talk to you face to face!! I need you so bad! Things are gonna be ok...i know this in my heart:/ HOWEVER this is gettin harder instead of easier???? Everyone is fuckin falling apart! It was great seeing Ronnie and Rhonda, it always is! Maybe i should just speak for myself....I am sad and i do not know what to do with the feelings, i have no place to put them! God i am asking for strength to be okay without my best friend!!!!!!! I miss you with all that i am!
LOve, Dana
FUCKMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so sorry for ALL of your loss. I didn't find out until I recieved your family card. Tracy was and is an ANGEL who has her wings. She and Rhonda cut my sons hair since they were born. They are now 6 and 13yrs. old. My heart goes out to all and this time of great loss
Marianne, Chris and Kameron Hyden
mbeachisland@msn.com
Good morning.....how are we doing today???
Just wanted to say "hi" to everyone who's reading the blog.
Want to send out some power!!!!!!!!
Wishing you all the best.
It was good to see you guys on Friday!!
:):):)
Take care!!!!
Lisa
Hello Tracy, Shit honey i can't believe you have been gone for 2 months...it feels like yeseterday! It hurts like yesterday!! I look at your pictures and the collage and my mind and heart can't accept this! I have needed you on countless occasions since you left us! I get some of you from your family and that fills my heart HOWEVER i want my friend back i want you at home with your beautiful boys being the best Mom i have ever known!!! This world is not the same just so you know. I wish we could go for a bike ride and listen to some Journey....and all the other crazy stuff we used to do;) I wish i would have spent more time with you when you were here....FUCKMAN! Please put your loving hands on all of us because we are all hurting! I love you and miss you with all that i am!!
LOve, Dana
P.S. Hello my beautiful boyfriend, Rhonda, KK, Lisa and anyone that is here to send love
Thinking of you Tracy....especially today.
Hoping you're up there trying to spread peace over your loved ones....thanks for watching out for us!!
:):):)
Lisa
xoxo
Hi all!!!
Love to ya,
Lisa
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