I am afraid.

Hey all.
Tried to find a picture to put up but nothing fit the mood. Plugging along. Boys seem to be doing OK. Trying to find their way. School will be tough for Dillon. She loved that he did so well. He'll miss that. Corey's trying to find his way in the real world with a job. Not so easy without a plan.
Just had a phone call from my "girlfriend". Might try to see her this weekend. Last weekend was good for my soul. We cried, drank, cried, drank, laughed, cried. Pretty much in that order. She has a wonderful place in Long Beach. I miss her.
Not avoiding the music anymore. I like it when it makes me cry. Hurts though. Phuq Man. Man.
Hard to find the words to make everyone feel better, cause I don't. People keep asking, " How you doin" LOUSY. It's easier for them to swallow than "I feel like shit that's been run over by a tanker then washed down the drain" sorry.
Back to work.
Love to all.
Thanks for the prayers!!!

It is difficult to keep up this blog, but I will try as it is helpful to read your comments. And yes, she is so beautiful & she is watching over us. She thanked God every day for the life she had. I am trying.

She is so beautiful.

That's all I know.

I miss you too much to express.

I miss your touch, I miss your face. I miss your hair you hated that's in all my clothes. I miss you. I miss you. I LOVE YOU.

In loving memory of Tracy Slater

Services will be held 11am Wednesday July 18th at the Wildomar Cemetery.

Flowers can be sent to:

Wildomar Cemetery

21400 Palomar St.

Wildomar, CA 92595

(951) 678-2451

or to the Slater home.

In lieu of flowers, donations can be made to the Tracy Slater Washington Mutual Fund Account #492-0295460.

Message phone: (951) 688-7243 (PAGE)

Please don't miss the Vegas Night, Saturday July 21st at 5pm.

Proceeds will support the Slater Family.

Hello Everyone,
Tracy came home on Tuesday July 10 and spent time with her family & loved ones. She later passed on Wednesday July 11. Will announce date & time of services in the next few days.
You can call to the following number for info 951-688-PAGE (7243)
Thank you
The Family

Hi Everyone,
This is Tracy's sister-in-law Marianne. I was asked to update the blog. On Wednesday her skin was hurting and in alot of pain. Thursday Doc gave her a pain patch. Friday the 29th Tracy was not feeling good again. She had a Dr. appt but Mom and Ronnie went. They told them that she now has 9 tumors on her brain. Saturday was not a good day. Early Sunday morning (July 1) her skin was on fire and could not take it no more. Ronnie took her to the hospital, she was dehydrated! Came home late on Sunday, felt better on Monday, as the day went on feeling new pain in her abdomen and still having difficulty swallowing. Ronnie called Dr. Monday afternoon to discuss the situation. Needs more fluid in take to keep hydrated, still suffering with pain. Tuesday drinking more liquids, trying to keep ahead of her pain! Early morning on 4th of July and ambulance took her to the hospital. Pain was to much to handle. Thursday was a great day, up all day visited with everyone. Dr Sehgel (her favorite Doctor)and a pain doctor came in to check on her. Short while later she had a seizure. Since than things have slowly declined. Now feeling comfortable with less pain and coming home soon. Please no calls, leave messages on 951-688-7243(PAGE) for more info when she'll be home to make visits.